Superstructure! Find good photographs of what you would like it to look like, and then absorb and recreate!
Stick with it, but from time to time take your hands off of it too.. step away, maybe do a side project.. and only model if you really feel like it, so it is fun, and not a to-do..
Fred.
Well said, Fred. I back you on that. Stick with it my friend. I, too encourage you to find a reference source that you can build on. I must stress, however, take a design as reference and build on it - make it your own and make it unique. Don't just copy it. You, and everyone else, has a hidden creative talent. Explore it, I encourage you.
I look forward to seeing more progress.